I feel like the journey with Silas to be done with a pacifier is similar to a never-ending car ride. You feel like you have been in it for days and it's really only been a few hours. He was obviously not ready to be done with it and I was not ready for him to be done with the pacifier so this has been a lot more difficult of a transition for everyone involved than it was with Isabella.
Isabella used her pacifier to go to sleep. She soothed herself with it sometimes while she was awake but by the time she was biting holes in it she had found other ways to soothe herself. She had several stuffed animals, babies and music makers that she was attached to by then and so her entire comfort didn't need to come from the pacifier. Silas, on the other hand, has nothing. He never warmed to a stuffed animal or anything other than the pacifier. Yes, he loves those muslin blankets, but nothing compared to his dearest pink pacifier. He used it for comfort, to go to sleep and to stay asleep.
He has always been more of a 'biter' of things than Isabella ever was so I should have seen this coming that he would be biting holes in his pacifier earlier than she did but I was totally and completely caught off guard. And yes, I understand that I was probably caught off guard more because he will be my last biological baby probably and I want him to stay a baby forever. I'm going to leave that subject alone right now because if I think about it too much I will probably cry.
Just to recap what has happened in the last few days in one sentence - life has been a challenge. Once Corry cut the end off so Silas wouldn't choke if he bit off a bigger piece, Silas would no longer have anything to do with that pacifier. We quickly realized that letting him see it was making him more and more upset as well. I figured that he would take to it like Isabella had and just wear it on his finger but that didn't happen. He acted like he didn't know what to do with it and kept having temper fits about it. Durin one of his fits he took it outside, got mad and threw it down and so I left it in the garage. It stayed out there for days until it got moved somewhere. I need to track it down and save it like I did the one for Isabella.
Needless to say, he is a lot more angry and has a lot shorter of a temper than he had when he was using the pacifier, but everyday seems to be getting better. He is having fewer and fewer episodes when I would have previously let him have the pacifier so we are making progress. Slowly but surely... Pray for us in the upcoming days as we are nearing the week mark and then I think that we will be over the worst of it.
When did your kids stop using a pacifier?
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